hai hello :)

Finally! I made my own blog! hahah... 
Mmm.. basically the reason i made this blog issss ngangggguuurrrrr.... hahaha...
But above this nganggur-ness, deep down i'm hoping that this blog will bring joy and blessings to people who read this blog.. I will share all my stuffs, feelings, and everything about my life here....
I hope you are enjoying and blessed! :)


Im starting today with getting up early *a bit sleepy*, washing my hair *and i think it did work to reduce my sleepyness*, and even picking my right and comfy outfit! :) I went to school this morning *yes i work at school as a preschool teacher and i really love my job!* and the teachers were about to join a seminar in Masa Depan Cerah Church titled "Whose Child Is This?" by Pastor Bill Wilson. Well actually, before this seminar i didn't know at all about this man. I just heard Cece *the owner of school where i works* yang cerita tentang Bill Wilson yang mencoba untuk memenangkan anak-anak di daerah kumuh di Harlem, Amerika yang adalah daerah yang berbahaya dimana banyak orang yang memakai senjata api untuk berkelahi, many drugs and alcohol addicts there--intinya daerah yang berbahaya dan banyak anak kecil di sana yang jadi korban. 

Seminar dimulai dan ternyata Pastor Bill Wilson is a really funny and warm man! He told us jokes and he's actually a little bandel *this is my own conclusion haha*... but of course in a good way... masuk akal kan ya.. Dia sering banget ketemu dengan orang-orang garang dan serem, kalo kalah serem ngga akan mungkin survive, right? He told us about his life dan apa yang membuat Pastor Bill memiliki passion yang luar biasa dalam melayani anak-anak dan membawa mereka demi kemuliaan Allah. Dia pernah tertembak 2 kali, mengalami kecelakaan pesawat 3 kali, dan perkelahian dengan drugs dealer atau gangster yang tidak terhitung. and still all of these things won't stop him to do his passion with high commitment and willing to please God. 


He told us about a boy that has an alcohol-addict mother. One day this boy came to Pastor Bill and he said "Pastor, im hungry.. i haven't eat anything for several days" and then Pastor Bill grabbed his last piece of his pizza and a can of soda and gave it to the boy. Pastor Bill accompanied this boy waiting for this boy's mom went home. dan jam 1 malem itu, mamanya dateng bersama 2 lelaki berbadan besar and they looked high because of the drugs or alcohol. The boy ran into his mother and about to hug her... Tapi mamanya yang sedang mabuk malah melayangkan tinju ke pipi anak ini! Anak ini terpelanting dan jatuh... Bill Wilson menghampiri mereka dan berkata "I will take care of this kid and i'll take him to Sunday School tomorrow morning" but the boy's mother got so angry and all the bad words came out of her mouth. And then one of the man, grabbed one of the boy's arm dan actually nyerettttt anak ini ke dalem rumah dengan muka anak ini menyentuh tanah... And then the boy with his other arm, waved to Pastor Bill and said "Bye Pastor Bill! I love you! See you tomorrow at Sunday School!". When i heard this story, i cried... ternyata ada banyak hal yang ak belum tau tentang anak-anak yang seperti ini.... this is really scary for me... this boy deserve love and hugs from his mother....


Pastor Bill has a quote and this is about if you want to make a transformation in life:
"If you want something that you've never had before, you have to do something that you've never done!"


Anyway, im so very blessed to hear the story of Pastor Bill's life....


And i start to realize that i haven't done anything yet.... aku ngga pernah melakukan hal-hal yang besar untuk Tuhan.. seperti Pastor Bill yang melakukan hal-hal yang membahayakan dirinya... tetapi aku sadar bahwa kita harus setia di dalam perkara-perkara kecil dulu sampai Tuhan akan percayakan kita perkara-perkara besar! Ayok kita belajar setia dalam perkara apapun yang Tuhan percayakan dalam hidup kita sampai hidup kita berbuah lebat! Stay faithful and be fruitful!


Hahah... I think enough for today...
And if you want to read about Pastor Bill, you can simply go to his website http://www.metroministries.org/ 
or you can click like button on his facebook page http://www.facebook.com/PastorBillWilson 


stay faithful :)
thanks for reading! God bless you!